letter 01.34.02

well, my love. in one of those parallel universes. or on another run through of this one. you and i are naked. no longer sisters in an antiskin religious world. going at one another with no concept of me and you. only the creatures. knowing that knowing is a trick of the mind. touch and smell. and later i lay my head on your breast. and wonder at your breathing. say something to hear your voice.

oh. did i say that. but i guess it wasn't a secret.

that i believe we are animals. and someone is telling lies.

_peace duck stop_

i've got amazing powers of observation. title picture of one of germany's most popular semiserious pop magazines. mao. the chinese dictator apparently makes hitler look like an armature. the biggest criminals, if not taken down, write their own history.

kill anyone who doesn't agree politics. george said it. anyone says anything against us can be dealt with. i'm sure it's still easier in the usa then in china still. i'm not certain of percentage of people in jail. both countries are horrendous. most countries have a very big problem with the limitations of personal freedom.

it's a shame that we are hopeless slaves. such a waste of human resources. to be more than a consumer.

_peace duck stop_

back a few years ago, i corresponded with an arrogant american. he made references that the land i had chosen as home was nazi land. i told him, that war was over. and mentioned that the history of his country was similar. european out laws and christian puritans invading the americas to rape, murder and slaughter the people who had lived there 12,000 years.

he told me to fuck off.

_peace duck stop_

that's about it, lexus, my love. my friend. i'm glad i could share some life with you. i'm certain we will meet again. especially if you drop by.

i know you know where i'm coming from. it's a thing nice to know.

who knows what it's coming to. we make the story to the show.

_flower stop_

for many years, i thought made in japan by deep purple was the best live rock recording. i didn't buy a show of hands by rush till this year. one euro fifty at a christian thrift shop. for political reasons, i'm gonna have to change my mind.

no big deal. i like changing my mind. ain't that some kind of woman's right. in this world of equality. more for some than others.

i wouldn't have done this had i thought i hadn't. i thought i had better record my thoughts. in case it inspires someone. to think.


love john rah