john rah letter to
heather

letter 01.28.01

the ancestors of dogs, wolves for example, may have played a role in our domestication. paranoid people might have dogs for protection. 50,000 years ago it would have been a real bonus. and if you don't wanna think about that. good. think about inherited wealth. or think about despots running companies with more influence than government.

most importantly, think about fish. and what we can do for them so they stick around. so we can eat them. lucky for me, i like fish in a tin can. but a fish out of water. that is an event.

_fish stop_

i was thinking, but not suggesting, for violence begets military rule, and i fuckin' don't like military rule. that someone might shoot george the president in the face. it is one of those kind of faces. with a smile, it says, fuck you all. i can do what i want. this should be true for everyone. it isn't. so why not shoot the fucker in the face.

because no matter who does it, it will result, come to pass. that another country will be taken over. christian right wing dogmasity, or what do they call it where you can vote for one idiot or the other.

a leaf fell, so i leave it.

_peace duck stop_

one day, i'll have to write an autobiography.

and i don't got no car. so. if one is to write an autobiography, 2 things have to happen. gotta learn to write. gotta have a life. one life. per autobiography. i'd start with when i was a kid. i'd be raised by wolves before placed into a christian family. there i would learn to help around the house.

i've got an american friend who sometimes trys to be funny. but they don't translate. the germans look at him and wonder what the fuck is this guy on.

the planet.

gotta say it. almost didn't have too.

i love you.

_peace duck stop_

okay heather. i hurt. i need better conditions. 70-40.

_bunny stop_

i predict that in the near future i'll eat one of the best brownies on this planet. royal canadian mighty brownie. they will crown me the brownie king. pretty fucked up for a guy that. whatever. as long as i gets my kisses, they can call me what they want.

beats being ignored.

_flower stop_


letter 01.28.03